2009-08-29

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdlsj8D1mH4

2009-08-28

home at last!!
just got back home from k.l. my flight was at 10.10 p.m from KLIA and landed safely in Kuantan at 10.50 p.m..

i was in bangi actually, for my final exam, which was for a week.it's not my master degree, but it's my Dip. Ed.i was not that prepared for this exam. i didnt even revise before i got there.

anyway, kinda tired..update later..

p/s: i just found out that my dad has a blog? MY DAD has a blog?????

2009-08-20

in the previous entry, i blogged on how i will use my blog as a platform to improve on my english writing skill(the intention was always there but to implement that, it took ages).so basically, i tried to figure out what should i write.then i blog hopping from one blog to another,just to get a rough idea what to write.

i found one of my former schoolmate's blog.it's not that i dont like reading her blog.i do.i know who she is, how she is in reality, so whatever written in her blog, it's actually her.but recently, the blog has become sooooo... not original.i mean the style.it's not her.i still haven't got any clue at that moment. then i went to Hanis Zalikha's . Now I know why it sounded so familiar. this friend of mine, is trying to adapt Hanis' style of writing. WHYYYYYYYYYY?????? why not just become.... YOU??? do u have any idea that it has become so...lame?typical?aduyai..i miss ur writing, i miss u..not hanis..so be you..

i'd rather be plain. if i be someone else, i know i cannot last longer..i mean,my blog..
hermmm...

it's been a while ya...not that while,but still..(i'm lost of words,really).
my english is deteriorating, and being an english teacher, that's not good.REALLY NOT GOOD!i'll do what I told my students to do.more writing and reading in english. Thus, this blog will be written in english more often.( i can't say that I'll write english all the time, because sometimes, i need to practice on my formal B.M as well,cheh...konon...see??)


i'm not a good writer.not like this, this, this ( i envy u people)and many more blogs that i happened to read. when I first started blogging, I kinda complaining to one of my juniors back in UIA, Firah, saying that I eventually do not even have any ideas on what to write in my blog, and all this lovely lady said, 'just write k.wawa.just write. it doesn't matter. be it ur bad day, ur best day, 1 sentence entry, currents issues,anything. just write. sometimes i don't even know what i'm writing, i rant a lot.' (well, it's something like that. u expect me to remember a conversation
that took place 4 years ago. i'm such a forgetful person, mind u.short term memory loss,ermm..not really..(to recall the exact words of 4 years ago, that's not so short right?)



anywayyyyyy....i tried but another problem came up.i have the tendency to ermm..sorta neglecting my blog??not that i did it on purpose.but 4 years ago, wifi was something new.extreeemmmeeeeely new.so the WIFI coverage in UIA was not that wide(dunno what about now)i used to blog from the department lab.since it's free, everybody, yes EVERYBODY EVERYONE wanted to use the computers and the Internets. As the name suggests, some of the courses held their lectures in the lab, including one of my literature course(Novel, i forgot the course name in full, taught by Aida's all time fav. lecturer, Bro Mazlan..hehe). That makes the lunch hour as the only free time for the lab and students are free to use the lab. There were only 24 computers if i'm not mistaken and most of the time, the number of students waiting for their turn to use the computers were triple from the number of computers allocated for the students. if u're lucky enough, u'll get one sister, very kind hearted sister,giving her seat to u. but if ur day was not that lucky,u'll see some ignorant snobbish arrogant, the i-dont-give-a-damn-bout-other-people face. This would be the place where I mostly wrote my blog entry(not this blog). I often switching on-off mode for that particular blog. Why not cyber cafe, u asked? Don't even bother to hear for the answer.huhu..That caused the blog to be inactive (at that time)


At that time, I wasn't so furious bout my english writing as compared to now, because at that particular moment, I know I still have practices in english writing ie my assignmentssssss.i didnt really bother to write more besides than my assignment.but now, after 2 years of working here in MJSC Besut, i sense that my writing skill doesn't portray that i am an english graduand. ohmigoshh(i dunno why my students love to use that,just come across the term, i guess??). i felt so terrible and still am especially after reading some of my uni mates' blogs..

*malunyeeee*



so, with all the explanation, i pledged to myself that i'll write more in english!yes, boleh!
(erkk,excuse that 1 malay word)..

2009-08-06

a special entry: hehe...benda ni patutnye jd comment kat comment box fasyu.tp aku rase

panjang sgt,so aku buat kat blog aku je lah..fasyu,bg komen eh..

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nk ckp PPSMI ni efective,x jugak.nk ckp gagal,x jugak..ko x bley judge bnda tu gagal atau x

based on those measurement syu...byk factors sbenarnye..aku kat sini was quite impressed sbb

budak2 aku bley gune all the scientific terms dlm english essay.aku x bley buat benda tu dlm

esei aku time f3..pronunciation, yes,ko bley ckp dieorg fail.sbb education system kite x pnah nk

stress communicative english. syllabus nk communicative, tp evaluation?still nk

written..so,budak2 ni amik jalan yg menjamin future dieorg.emphasize on writing not on

speaking..pasal attitude,ape yg aku bley ckp, die terpulang pada sikap cikgu die.ni ape yg salah

sorang cikgu kementerian kat besut ckp ngan aku.die ngaja sains dlm bm.bile tanye nape, die

jawab, 'buat ape nk ajar dlm bi,nanti dieorg kuar jadi tukang sapu'. ape pandangan ko syu?

sorang cikgu bley ckp mcm tu pasal anak murid die...jd budak2 ni dh demotivated.bg die, cikgu

die pun dh anggap mcm tu,ape lagi diri sendiri, dan aku x bley abaikan yg there are malay

students yg x sdar diri tp blagak mcm terer..tu, aku bley ckp, die ade masalah dgn self esteem

die.


p/s: Syu, best gak buat discussion mcm ni...aku pun, x de la nk menulis ngarut jeh..(cheeewah)