when did I last posted an entry in here? lost track of the exact date..
i am now married and expecting our first baby anytime soon.in fact, my due date is tomorrow!!
nervous,anxious,excited,scared...u name it...
to think of it, doesnt matter how and what I feel, this has to go on..
* redha je la sakit yg dtg tuh*
just now,I posted something on my FB status of being accused of something that u never do and intended to do..i'd like to add something there.being accused by someone who is quite close to u.it's just frustrating, and not being able to let all out even to ur husband, makes u become frustrated even more.
i know, if i'm rebelling against this, lots of things are at stake.so i need to be smart even though it's eating me up inside.for my sake, my family n my future.i used to be good in bottling up all my feelings, why can't now??
all I can say, there's no point to be good to someone who's not in favour with u in the first place. It turns out that they are looking for the right time to get back at u..
holding on, holding on and keep holding on..
surviving, surviving and surviving...
I pray to the Almighty to ease this burden and let those with closed eyes see what is really going on all around them!