2008-09-23


anyway,got something here..click on the pic to get better view and kalau rajin,cari lah diri ini di mana..heheh..

I'm tagging Wawa, Sera and sesiapa yang nak buat.---quoted from Zeti's..
weh,15 facts tuh!!!hmmm....ape nk tulis ek??
lets see if i would ever get 15 facts bout myself.

1.i love to nag. tp x sdar tau yg suke membebel.tgh2 ckp ngan my students,tbe2 nmpak muke dieorg sayu jer..baru prasan,aku membebel rupenye..kalau ngan kengkawan,they can layan my bebel.tp kalau ngan fahmy,he went like ermm,ermm..dh abis dh? oh,i was nagging rupenye...serius x sdar..

2.suke simpan masalah,suke pendam,ape2 yg menyakitkan ati.in the end,mkn diri sendiri jugak.bile dh smpai satu tahap yg maximum,it affects my whole day,n tunggu masa nk blow up jer.bile dh meletup tu, ade la yg kene marah tahap maximum gle2 or kalau susah sgt,nangis jer...

3.suke tdo.x g mane2,baik tdo.waktu 2nd year,pnah zeti n ita tried to call me,nk ajak kuar,ade la dlm 10 kali missed calls and a few messages,tp x dgr pun bunyi phone tuh.heheheh....

4.suke basuh baju,tp x suke lipat...in the end,kalau dh sgt2 malas,i hang all the clothes tmasuk la tshirt..heheeh..mak tgk,mak pun geleng kepala.

5.suke masuk shopping mall..:) kalau x de ape2 yg nk dibeli pun, nk balik nanti,mesti ade jugak at least 1 bag.x de duit nih, tapi tetap beli kasut...

6. x suke pakai mekap.all i have is a lip balm, lipstick,lip gloss and foundation..foundation pun jarang pakai.nanti pakai,sbuk nk kurangkan amount die,takut2 terlebih2 plak..nk g skolah je pun.

7. x pandai ngemas.kalu ngemas,mesti ade jer benda2 yg tertinggal utk dikemas.even my work table kat staff room ni sentiasa pnuh dgn papers.kemas skali,ari esoknye dh bertimbun2 dgn kertas,especially exam season.

8.i took friendship seriously.x main2 ar..so dont lie to me,jgn nk sorok2 ngan aku....jgn buat hal.once mase kat uia,pnah one of my friends(time tu la kawan)was hiding sumthing from me.i dont know what it was,but its very suspicious when that person answered a phone call luar keta.mase tu kiteorg ramai2 dlm keta,baru balik dr tgk PGL..yg aku x paham,we'been talking about that topic sepanjang masa,tp die skit pun x ckp yg die bkawan dan dlm proses nk lg rapat.x hingin la tp because at that time,yg sorg tu pun,konon konon la kawan aku.ade 1 day dtg admit kat aku,yg dieorg dh nk couple,bgtau aku pun sbb takut aku marah mcm aku marah sorg lg member aku nih.(pd sape2 yg x phm cite ni,biarkan aje.yg paham,korang tau la kan?)to sum it up, i didnt talk to the both of them anymore.
when i dont like sumthing/sumone, aku tunjuk.ayat2 ni x gune la,main action jer.jgn harap nk tegur..u mess with me.why should i talk to u?kat sini ade la contohnye sorang..memang tipikal org kg la.suke sbuk jaga hal org lain...enuff said.smpai skarg aku x tgur die, sbb dok bwk cite aku yg x nk tgur die.

9. i have my bad days.mase tu,memg x berape nk ckp sgt ngan mane2 org.ade angin gak la.jadi prefer to spend my time sorg2.kalau x,ade la yg kene bahananye.

10.sgt cepat tension.my stress level pun quite high jugak la..tmbah2 lagik bile dh keje ni.

11.not very good in saving money but verry good in spending the money..heheheh...

12.not a good cook.skit2 bley la masak,tp kalau masak utk ramai org tu,not me la...

13.dont like kl for a living, but love kl so much for shopping and hangouts and friends..

14.x bley naik bas lame2.paling lame pun 4 jam je..pnah naik bas dr besut ke kuantan,7 jam..balik umah pnat gle,rase nk nangis jer..thats why skarg ni kalau nk balik naik bas,amik dr k.terengganu to kuantan.4 hours.kalau x,i'll drive from besut to kuantan,for 4 hours..jimat 3 jam tau.tp pastu,lutut x bley straight la..hehe.

15.TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH MR FAHMY!

wah,berjaya jugak akhirnye!!!heheheh....

i'm now tagging firah,fasyu and lin...

2008-09-14

nak nangis,nk jerit,nk shopping..nasib baik tgh x de duit.kalau x,dh lame aku pg shopping..tensen btul la..geram aku..geram sgt2.apsal minah sorg tu x tukar2??masalah punye la byk,tp x kene tukar...
TENSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank u...

2008-09-09

this week has been a quite stressful moment.with students n the trial exam,the papers to be mark, friends who r not dat supportive and keeps on giving those childish remarks.. *sigh*

TRIAL EXAM
english paper was last monday. first flipped the question paper, i didnt think that it was a hard question if compared to the previous MARA trial exam.the same thing with paper 2. we did a pre trial exam before and in literature section, there's 1 poem that has been asked in the pre trial exam came out and it was exactly the same question. so i thought, WAHEY! my students can answer this. but when i marked the paper, aduhai...... they couldnt answer!!!!! adui!!!!!!! padahal, we've been discussing the poem over and over and over again.still, they got it wrong.by the way, the poem is 'There's Been A Death in The Opposite House' by Dickinson. One of the questions;'How did the persona feel when he was observing the events from his window?'.we've discussed the answer many many many many times before.'he did not feel anything'.pastu,bile tanye faham x,sume ckp,faham.dgn kepala2 skali mengangguk..angguk nye bukan main lagi,nmpak mcm nk tcabut kepala tuh.tp bile exam;'he feels sad'..WHERE ON EARTH DID SAD COMES FROM????!!!!!!!!x pnah bincang pun yg tuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!geram geram geram...
havent mark the essay part,but so far,as for paper 2, students with lower proficiency seems to score.dieorg plak yg tinggi.the top scorer?they are going down even more..so,what differs them actually?nk ckp teacher, the same teacher been teaching them,so i would say their own determination that differs the both of these parties.

FRIENDS WHO R NOT DAT SUPPORTIVE
ini adalah masalah budak2 yang x matang dan still dengan perangai kebudak budakan yg dibawak2 smpai keje dan x padan dgn degree yg die ade!!!!x puas ati,ckp la awal2.ni x, bile ckp je dpt keje,kene buat nih,pastu ckp ok.tetibe org lain smpaikan, die buat cite lain plak kat blakang.I WAS DOING MY JOB FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!nk ikut ko busy ke x,kalau camtu aku pun nk kire mcm tu.bley aku ckp ngan big boss,'Puan,sy busy la.bley x sy pas kat org lain'.ko ingt aku x de keje lain lg mase tu?ko ingt ko sorang yg byk keje?eh,org lain pun byk la.tp x de pun smpain nk kutuk kwn kat blakang.ni dpt keje,smpai nk menangis2,ckp aku ni saje je nk dajalkan ko.itu x tau cite sebenar.dh tau cite sebenar,mintak maaf pun x nk.siap member sorg ni ckp nk sound aku..ya Allah,hebat sgt ke korg smpai nk sound2 org nih.x puas ati,jumpe big bos la..kite ni sape..pekerja je.x de hak nk pertikaikan tugas yg org bg.name tu,bukan aku sorg yg buat,ramai lagi..ko x puas ati,address sume la.aku jugak yg ko target kan.slama ni x pnah terpk nk buat mcm tu kat kawan2 aku...ko plak pk mcm tu..sakit ati ko je yg ko tau,sakit ati aku ko x pk..dok pekenakan org,x pnah pk org lain rase ape.nk kene pk ape yg ko rase jer..selfish kan namenye tu?ke ko ade better word for that??bile aku kenekan ko balik,ko terdiam..jgn ingt aku senyap jer,aku x lawan..dtg geram aku,aku balas balik la...mase tu aku x pk dah ko rase ape.sbb ko x pnah pk ape yg aku rase.so why should i bother to have concern about your feelings when you dont even care mine??you never see the bad side of me,so dont provoke.i can do even more that what i've done to u.nk rapat ngan ko lg?sorry la..i've learnt my lesson.susah hdup ngan org tikam blakang nih.

i know u wont read because u dont have my blog add. but if somehow,u're happen to read my blog,sendiri mau ingat la.org lain pun busy gak,bukan ko sorang.org lain pun ade masalah gak,bukan ko sorang.xkan nk tunjuk kat satu dunia yg ko ade masalah n bebankan sume org nk pk problem ko.be thankful la ko ade kwn2 yg support ko.bile ko ade problem,ade aku stay away?ade aku kutuk ko balik?ade aku buat bnda2 yg mendajalkan ko?

thinking of changing ur career, but with this kind of attitude,yg x nk kepala ade pressure,busy deadlines,how r u ever going to survive in this world..

yes ana,if u're reading,ini yg buatkan i tensen giler dan stress giler...x tau la kalau bley hilang ke x stress ni..

2008-09-03

I really really really really really really really miss Fahmy...