2008-11-26

i wanted to update my blog earlier,but i couldnt find an appropriate time where i can write/type at ease.i'll update later...maybe a bit later or tomorrow..

2008-11-09

i've finally changed my blogskin..was tired with all the soft colours.although this new skin is much simpler, but i like it.(you see students, how do we use ALTHOUGH in a sentence?) i was not able to update my blog and the only thing that i could do was to post some pics that i had with students. was having some controversial issue here(not me,mintak dijauhkan).

Dear someone,
What on earth were you thinking? I know I don't have the right to say this, but you need someone to say this! I know, it doesn't matter what I am going to say or anyone has to say/said, you are not going to listen anyway. Don't blame me from running away from you. You never come to me. Now, I begin to understand you and know who you really are. I don't trust you anymore and sorry I have to walk out from you friendship circle. I don't like it when you were actually defending someone who caused you so many troubles. I don't like it when you actually have so much to treasure but you are willing to leave it behind for something uncertain. No, wait. It's not that I don't like it. It's I hate it. Yes, that's better. You know what, maybe you think you are still young, adventurous and still have lots more to venture. Fine! Go ahead and take your adventure trip. I'm sad because I wanted to be just like.Happy family! But I guess I was wrong.Silly of me for trusting you and make me doubted one of my students.So silly.You told me that the thing that YOU have said was a slander. I swear, I heard it loud and clear from YOUR VERY OWN MOUTH about that student. Now you are telling me that was slander. Then you actually have the guts to tell me to fix it???? Sombong giler bunyi msg tu.Deep in my heart, I just want to say 'apahal yang putar belit nih..' agaknya bile my student serang ur beloved tu, dah takut he leaves a bad name behind la.You never think that when you were talking about my student.

Hey, that's not the best part. The best part was, you told someone else, that slander you said, was ACTUALLY TRUE!! Wei, apehal nih!Nak cakap straight forward la. Why didnt you talk to me about that?Nape ckp benda tu fitnah kat aku, kat org lain ko ckp benda tu betul? That would be the point where I just don't want to see your face and to talk to you anymore. I think I have enough. Yg buat I marah giler2, muka x de tunjuk insaf pun. Still contacted that person after you HAVE PROMISED not to see and contact that person.So, think! Should we trust you for anything that you have said?? We(as in a lot of us) are getting tired of this.

You just go on what you think is right eventhough it's wrong.Treasure every 'wonderful' moments that you have now. I never actually pray for you to fall down, I'm actually praying for you to wake up and put your feet on the ground.I'm praying hard that I will never be like you. I'm praying hard..Really really hard. Because I've seen how many hearts have you hurt.I don't want this to happen to me. Please Ya Allah!

2008-11-04

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My Form 5vers 2008